So I get fucked (fucked)
Every time that I'm anxious (ayy)
Three shots, two pills and like ten drinks
(Ten drinks)
Wake up, you send: Sorry in a mass text
(Text) my friends are fed up
They wanna leave like my last ex
I been doin' this for a long time
Probably go again tonight
I don't know how to go out
When I'm not out my mind

I don't got a problem but
I don't make promises, nah, nah
I don't wanna say I'm done
What if I never quit?
They say that I'm actin' different
(Why?), they think I need help (help)
I got a pill that could fix it
(Hey), I'll take it myself (woah)
They said
I think that you're slippin'
It's trippin' us out

Well, if that's the case
Thеn I should probably just go
So here we go again (o oh)
I'm runnin' out of friеnds (friends)
Blame it on my vices
(Yeah), but they never buy it (no)
I medicate myself
It's puttin' them through hell (hell)
I've been tryna hide it but
They always find it
I'm tryin' my best but I do the worst
(Worst, worst)

I drink to forget but it never works
(Never works) so here we go again (again)
I'm runnin' out of friends (friends)
Blame it on my vices but they never buy it
It's all on me
And it's not my fault that I'm fucked up
(I'm fucked up)
I just blame my childhood full of trauma
(Trauma)
And I feel way too old for the drama (uh)
The only way I know to deal
With it is a shotgun

Runnin' (run), runnin' from my problems (o oh)
But I keep 'em comin' (comin')
Got a lot to run from (run)
I'm tryin' to forget
(Yeah), to pass another cold one (o oh)
I know I'm doin' too much
I know I'm doin' too much
They say that I'm actin' different
(Why?), they think I need help (help)
I got a pill that could fix it
(Hey), I'll take it myself (woah)
They said
I think that you're slippin'
It's trippin' us out

I don't understand what the big deal is?
I just had a couple of white claws
So here we go again (o oh)
I'm runnin' out of friends (friends)
Blame it on my vices
(Yeah), but they never buy it (no)
I medicate myself
It's puttin' them through hell (hell)
I've been tryna hide it but

They always find it
I'm tryin' my best but I do the worst
(Worst, worst)
I drink to forget but it never works
(Never works) so here we go again (again)
I'm runnin' out of friends (friends)
Blame it on my vices but they never buy it
It's all on me

Here we go again, yeah, it's all on me
Here we go again, yeah, it's all on me
Here we go again, yeah, it's all on me, yeah
Last night was definitely my bad though
For sure